bismillah~
maybe some people too bother with my post on fb and blog.. well, I might have been annoyed them with my ‘gediks’ post after married ;p hehe~ I’ve discussed this issue with Abang..
Abang said, “ada orang mungkin xsuka nak bace ape sayang tulis.”
while lied on his tummy, my hair stroked by him, I explained to Abang, “erm.. sayang suka tulis, sbb sayang mmg dah lame blogging.. skrg syg nk jadi blogger islamic.. tp syg still wt style syg, cm gedik2, cute2 gitu, sbb xnk org rase jadi baik tu susah. xperasan sape y nk bace, sape y xnk pon.. sbb tu syg guna wordpress.. kalau blogspot ley tau sape join kite. syg byk friend dgn students, so kalau buleh nk tunjuk attitude yang baik tp still xjauh dr diorg… syg cite kt blog bukan expose sume, tp yang buleh buat org rasa ‘sweeeetnye couple lepas kawin’…”
Abang tested me, “sayang pengaruh diorang la nanti..”
then I replied fast, “xpela, pengaruh diorg kawin cepat.”
Abang, “alolololo~ ok2 
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after that, I suddenly silent.. after solat, Abang sat in front of me, hold my cheek, smile and said “alolo~ nape ni..sorry ea.. abg wt syg terase ea?” .. I touched. I want to cry so hard.. I never imagine he can coax me :’) before this, he never concern anything about how to ‘pujuk memujuk’ nih.. even he on the way to go back to Shah Alam, he still text me said “abg sorry.. syg xceria mcm selalu.. senyum sekarang! hehe~ ” in a blink, I laugh out loud >D< only he can cheer up my life
I decided to continue my blogging, and touch up sket mane2 yang gedik sgt tuh ;p for person who knew me, read my blog, they will know, I will not expose everything.. even when I’m engaged, they knew from my tagged picture by my cousin.. not from me.. as a friend requests, barulah upload gambar2.. gambar2 kahwin, gambar2 nikah n segala gambar y aku upload hanya y dah edit.. so org xley nk superimpose or what..
aku berblog sbb ia mcm perjanjian bercetak… nk berubah, kalau dlm hati je, sendiri niat, mmg Allah je tau tp susah nk istiqamah.. tp bg aku, bile aku suratkan prinsip aku, aku MESTI BUAT! bila aku ckp, I NEED TO BECOME MORE THAN WHAT I SAID. bukan ckp xserupa bikin.. aku kene buat lebih dr ape aku ckp… bkn buat hanya utk lepaskan tanggungjawab je… that’s me. bile cmtu, aku cm ade bende control.. “ok dayah, ko ckp pungpang pungpang tp ko still cmni gk… ape kes???!”
dan bile 1 kejayaan dikecapi, aku mesti share! kenapa kesusahan org nk share, tp happiness won’t? happiness la paling baik utk dikongsi… terpulang… org nk ckp aku gedik ke, poyo ke… aku xshare time yang salah… insyallah~ and my principle is, aku xkan buat status ‘MERUNGUT’ ‘MENGATA’ ‘MENGADU DOMBA’ dan seangkatan negetif dgnnya.. I’ll make my status fun and happy.. cume cm gedik sket ;p hehe~
Don’t feel weird, why me and abang not friend on FB.. coz we are not friend but we are lover. that’s it ^^,
